So it is Friday March 21st and I only have a half hour left of work with nothing to do so here I am.
Life is pretty sad when the highlight of your day is running seven miles on a treadmill, running to the bank for work (which isn't every day) to replenish the petty cash, and going to the gym (one of the few occasions I actually get to spend time with Anthony). I realized today that I have no life. I don't have a lot of friends and the ones I do I don't see that often or ever, and being shy sucks because it makes it harder to make new friends. Anthony works a lot and I find myself sitting around doing nothing. How do I get out of this rut? How do I meet new people? I am horrible at making plans or even at calling someone to see if they want to hang out. I think it is because in the back of my mind I feel that they won't really want to but feel obligated or that I will get rejected. I know that isn't always the case and I am not proud of it but it is what it is. I hate feeling this way. Help!!
Tonight I am actually going out to dinner for Ashley's 24th birthday but really she is the only friend I see somewhat regularly and by that I mean maybe once a month, maybe. Oh well, I hope everyone has a good weekend!!
Friday, March 21, 2008
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well, i am not going to CONVINCE you that I would love to see you anytime...but instead will try to help you understand that your thoughts are not always reality. If you think people don't want to hang out b/c you are lame, then you will really beleive you are lame. If you start guarding your thoughts and really tell yourself that you are loved, you will begin to feel loved. No one else in this world is responsible for your happiness except you.
damn girl, you work out a lot.
that being said, wanna grab happy hour with me next week?!!
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