Today was my very
FIRST day at my
brand spankin' new job!! I will just tell you right now that I
loved it and I think I will have a lot of fun working there.
Ok now that that is out of the way...
I am turning 26 in one week. Easter Sunday I will be one year older and I have to tell you, I am really dreading it this year. There is something about turning 26 that just really bums me out. I am well on my way to my late 20's and that just sounds so.... well, old.
Ugh. I know, I know, it's really not that old, but I got to tell you, it
feels ancient. I thought by this age I would be married and have a kid or two, but right now I couldn't be any
further from that destination. Funny how life doesn't always turn out the way you thought it would.
So today begins the last days of being 25.
*sigh*
Now I am not writing this to have anyone feel sorry for me.
Heck, I don't feel sorry for myself so why should you?! I just thought maybe someone could explain to me, why a day that I normally
LOVE to celebrate, I don't even look forward to this year? How can I make turning the big two-six easier on and more enjoyable for myself?
(Or how I can just avoid getting older all together. *wishful thinking*)
Any suggestions are more than welcome...
P.S. I'm not going to lie, I don't think having my birthday fall on Easter and General Conference weekend really helps my situation.